Blessed to be a MUSLIMAH

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim…

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh…Kaifahalukum?

Masa berlalu tanpa disedari. Umur yang tersisa  janganlah dibiarkan hilang begitu saja. Sungguh Robbuna Maha Berkuasa untuk menarik balik semua yang telah diberikannya tanpa kita sedar atau tidak kita sedari.

Hari ini kita gembira, mungkin esok tidak

Hari ini kita derita, mungkin esok kembali ceria

Hari ini kita ada duit lebih sikit, tapi mungkin esok kita akan tinggal sehelai sepinggang…

Recently, Egypt telah dilanda kekacauan demi untuk menuntut keadilan dan demokrasi. Rakyat asing yang ada di sana berpusu-pusu untuk melarikan diri dan pulang ke negara masing-masing.

Tapi…pernahkah terfikir di benak kitani, jika yang terjadi atu ialah HARI KIAMAT?

Atu satu negeri ganya yang tekana kacau bilau?tapi hari kiamat? SEMUA KANA? manakan lari?

Pada hari atu, semua orang pentingkan and fikirkan diri sendiri saja. Ibu lupakan anak. Anak lupakan ibu. Apatah lagi family. Kawan pun nda kan tanya tentang kawannya yang lain.

Dan tidak ada seorang teman karib pun menanyakan temannya (Al-Ma’arij : 10)

Bila difikirkan semula, memang menakutkan hari kiamat bila ia datang.

I have once asked by Zauji when I read surah Al Haqqah…After I finished reading it, he slowly approached me and asked me…’Sometimes, when we read Al Quran, we couldn’t and failed to ponder upon its meaning, why is that so?’ I answered him ‘au…I know about the surah, I’ve read the tafsir before’ and you know what he said to me? He said ‘tahu nda sama macam faham, if tani really faham, tani ndakan masih lalai-lalai dalam hidup ani’. And that made me speechless.

Now I am still struggling to finish this one book. The book that definitely will change my life. “The Weakness of Faith”. Here is the synopsis:

The phenomenon of weak faith has become very widespread among Muslims, and many people at present complain about the hardnessof their hearts, “Ido not find any joy in worship”, “I feel that my faith has hit rock bottom”, “Reading Quran does not move me”, “I fall into sin so easily”, The effects of this afflication can be seen in many people, and this problem is the cause of every disaster and adversity.The issue of people’s hearts isan important and sensitive one. The heart is called qalb in Arabic because it changes so quickly and frequently to taqallub (alterations, and ups and downs). Every muslim should always try to find out his weakness of faith and seek the proper remedy.

Baca synopsis pun dah syok. Tempting right?? I know~~I just can’t stop loving its contain hehehehe really a slap on the face la bila baca and I keep nodding all the way.

Honestly, I am afraid to read this book because I know all my weakness are in it and for sure it has the remedy that I need. I am afraid that when I already know, I cannot make excuses and dilly-dally anymore. But, deep within I am thankful that I found this book. All this while, I do not realise that I have the symptoms of the weakness of faith =.=

How many of us yang dapat ambil pengajaran dari orang yang sakit atau orang meninggal dunia? This also can show whether your faith is weak or not. It is when you don’t really reflect on what’s happening in front of your eyes. Last year,  when I attended one of my relative’s funeral not so many that really sit back and ever thought that their time will come as well. They kept on talking to each other, not even reading the Surah Yasin. I was imagining myself was the one lying stiff on that floor. I was scared…

So much I want to say and share. I miss blogging, but when the time I want to write it down, it was too late already because I had lost ‘the current feeling’. Hope this random and rojak post will benefit the one who’s reading it.

I really need to steadfast and stop being heedless huhuhuhu

Jaga diri jaga iman to all of you and sentiasalah luangkan masa untuk memuhasabah diri sendiri and cuba untuk memperbaiki diri dan hubungan dengan Allah .

Alhamdulillah~akhirnya   setelah  sekian lama kan buat something, barutah tebuat. Luckily I still remember the username  and password of this blog. I am not sure  exactly  what am i  going to write about. Just make it random lah ah? orite?

Recently, so many things happened. I am stuck in so many things. It  seems that that many things make  me ponder upon it. Ujian comes and go. Trial  and  error, as always.

Recently,  so many trial  come from HATI. A  fight within. It is not easy you know~~

Mind —–>  MESTI DIBRAINWASH  pakai washing machine, lepastu bila  sudah paning and  clean, barutah dikaringkan and dipisi  mana yang inda bisai. After that, send  message to HATI  to cool down  and make final evaluation.  Soon after that, translate it  with  perbuatan yang seiring with the teaching of Rasulullah.

em…ada question?  How long the process of cleansing will last?

Well  it depends…it may take only a moment/minute(s)/hour(s)/day(s)/year(s)/FOREVER

TIME  WILL  TELL WITH THE HELP AND GUIDANCE  FROM Allah

Not a  perfect  heart I got here  but insyaAllah will try my best to purify and  cleanse it, and how  about you?

Sometimes many things saddening me…because from what I can see  nowadays people tend to turn to anything else before  Allah such  as  FB, twitter, and  etc. Why  not turn to Allah in time of hard  and  ease. Just tell  Allah straight away  about your joy, happiness, gratefulness, anger, pain, disappointment, dissatisfaction.

My dear ikhwah/akhawat fillah…Pleaase sit back  and relax…What is the use of complaining  and dragging other  people towards something that has no use in it? especially when you disclose others’  imperfection (even though you know that you’re right). Adakah kau telah  terlupa bahawa  jika tani tidak  mendedahkan  keaiban orang lain, Allah pasti sembunyikan  keaiban tani jua dari pandangan manusia?

Please don’t  add up kekurangan mesraan (huhu what a sentence~)  yang sedia ada with further  kesakitan hati.  If  you cannot make things right, just keep it to yourself and pray to  Allah to give that person kelembutan hati untuk berubah. Don’t ever do  things only for your own satisfaction. Temporary saja tu. Who are you  to please? we should prioritise Allah in  everything we  do. Don’t seek balasan from human  being. Cukuplah  Allah saja yang membalas segala kebaikan dan amal, kalau bukan  di sini, insyaAllah di akhirat nanti.

This peringatan  goes to me first because  I am really in need of it right  now….

Sampai jumpa lagi maafkanlah  segala kekurangan hati dan diri ini…